Onicka revealed in the new Cosmo that it took going through some dark times to get to where she is now:

“It was one dead-end after another. At one point, I was like, ‘What would happen if I just didn’t wake up?’ That’s how I felt – like maybe I should just take my life.”

“I would pray to God to make me famous, so I could buy my mother a huge house.”

And about where she sees herself in the future:

“I’ll have hundreds of millions of dollars. I will have put out five albums and will have an Oscar and Grammys. And I will be getting married and, a couple of years after that, [I] will have a bun in the oven.”

I actually like these pics–her cutesy without being gimmicky pics work for her.